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 13:54 | 24/Apr/2008 | 1 Comment(s)
three lost days

i have a brother who is a schizo age 24 and that to bipolar last year i brought him to delhi to put him into some rehab the process was on.......... meanwhile on a chiily winter day of 2 of jan he went missin,he used to go to  mandir near by we thot he's gonna cm back in some time........ time was passig but thr was no sign of  him i looked every where in the colony  seeing every person....... in an hours time were could he walk to ......now time was not passing it was stand still i did'nt know wat to do ...........night was so chilly couldn't eat could'nt sleep .........he had no money  wat would he eat where wud he sleep no quilt ..... that time he wud want  smthin to eat in every half an hour wat would he be eating now .........wud ppl be nice to him ....was going crazy....his mother who cursed him everyday was know cying for him.........life is strange ...wn u have smthin u don't give a dam and and the thot of loosing kills u...........three days passed like this only we didnt go to the police station god knows y ....tried to put him on local channel  but all in vain....... now wn i look back i feel everyone was worried abt him but but no one did much abt the whole thing god only knows y ..............god knows y.........on the 5th my uncle recieved a call frm some tea stall at gurgaon staion.............luckily he was carrying his wallet with everyones phone no...........but wat made him call aftr three days  ...........god only knows .............we rushed to bring him back ...he was shivering like anythin his pullover was gone instead he had a muffler with him ....he was so dirty......i mk a face wn i see sm dirty beggar .that day i could'nt make a face........he was looking so lost we got him .gave him nice breakfast and first time didnt crib abt him eatin too much...........he didnt have anythin to say and we didnt ask much.......he didnt step out of the house for days .............but i dont know how were these three lost days for him....wat he must have done etc etc.......and i gained every moment and lost evry moment  in these three lost days.

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